Showing posts with label ryan mita. Show all posts
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Tuesday, May 12, 2015

Ancient Geometry Broken Down....A BLUEPRINT TO UNDERSTANDING HOW TO ESCAPE FROM THE ILLUSION!!!!!! THIS IS A MUST READ!!!!!!!!!!

I have said before that the slightest changes in perspective can make all the difference in the world.  I've also written about the importance of understanding the foundation of the source of the information that we are recieving.  having this awareness is critical in seeing how we have constructed our minds through geometrical interpretation.  For example, when you conceptualize existence as "you" living in "the universe" you are separating 1 thing into 2 parts.  What would the most primal visual representation of that look like?  It would look like a dot with a box drawn around it.  If your view is from this perspective, the foundation of your concept of reality is therefore understood as "I am separate from the universe."  or "I am living within the universe."  You basically come to view yourself as a  child within a sandbox.  All of mainstream "knowledge" is laid on top of the belief that we are living within the universe. The point I am trying to make is; when you view the universe as something that is separate from you, it unconsciously influences the vantage point of how you interpret reality.  You 're view point is from the inside looking out.
Now, when we are learning the skills that we need to know to survive in this world, we breakdown everything into parts that can be measureable.  We learn the mathematics of time, weight, length, etc. so that we can function in our civilizations, and this influence of understanding space and time to be measureable, has helped us sub-consciously construct a mental box around our consciousness, because we are unconsciously viewing ourselves as being in a "space", and since we understand space to be measureable in our world, we let our guard of awareness down and let ourselves be boxed in.  This is not an accident...
It has been easy for oppressors to manipulate us because we must understand time and space as tools of measurement to live in the world today, and our subconscious influence of understanding time and space as tools of measurement, makes us that much easier to fool, because we naturally, and unconsciously set limitations to our true potential by applying the knowledge we've learned to measure time and space, in our world, to attempt to measure that which is unmeasureable, with the infinite universe.  The reason that we end up swallowing this intangible theory is because we sub-consciously "know" time and space to be measureable. I hope this is sinking in.  If not, I ask you this...
Hasn't it ever seemed odd to you that we are told to believe that space just goes forever?  I mean, any space that just goes on forever is not really a space, at all is it?  Any space that goes on forever means that there could not be any other space anywhere else, right?  And if both time and space are infinite then doesn't it make sense that the foundation of our beings is also infinite?  I mean, time and space are the foundation of our universe, right?  Doesn't it make more sense that the "universe" that we live in is really an infinite ocean of "consciousness", and we are each a drop making up this infinite ocean?
Everything that we understand of the world is filtered through our anatomical ability to percieve the world through our 5 senses (sight, sound, smell, taste and touch).  Our mental construction of the universe and how things work are fashioned from our interpretation of the world through our senses.  For example: when someone has a poorly balanced lifestyle, a universally tangible visualization of that would be a scale with "work" weighing down one side and "sleep, rec, travel, eating" elevated higher on the other side due to the uneven weight distribution.  See how we took something that we had come to know through our physical world and used that interpretation of how we conceptualize "balance" to create a model that helps us understand something else?  We live in a physical world where we understand "space" (weight) and "time" as tools of measurement, and because of this we are able to draw how the 2 can relate.  Only through perceiving the world with the senses, is this model even tangible to us.  And the reason why is "motion".  I have said before that if we didn't have motion we would not be able to differentiate a background from a foreground. It is the same with the scales.  We can only understand how the scales represent balance because we live in a world where gravity and motion exist.
The problem with using the scales as a model for balance is this: To understand balance as "this way" or "that way" is still only 2-dimensional.  Think of it like using machine weights as opposed to free weights.  Machine weights move through a fixed plane of motion, which means that the overall muscle fiber recruitment is less because the muscle only moves through a fixed space.  Free weights on the other hand move in a free range of motion, so maximum muscle recruitment can be achieved for the best growth.  Like the machine weights, visualizing "balance" as a teeter totter or a scale is  training the mind to think in a 2-dimensional way.  We are limiting our spiritual and psychic abilities by using these 2-dimensional visualizations.  Start trying to consciously visualize "balance" as a cone with a round plate on the top of it.  We know there is always more than one side, but there are usually more than 2 sides to something too.
EVERYTHING, all concepts, theories, and ideas that we feel comfortable labeling and understanding in life can only be done by our understanding of our physical realities, and more specifically...geometry in motion. ).  Since we are predominantly visual creatures, visualizations help us conceputalize and compartimentalize the world and how it works.  We can see this influence in symbols throughout our world's cultures. Symbols like the ying-yang sign and the infinity sign are examples of the influence of geometry as an ancient language.  These are simple signs that can somehow represent the same concepts and beliefs, almost universally.  For example:  When you look at a Ying- Yang Sign do you see the following representations?  #1 Balance, #2 Light in the Dark/Dark in the light, #3 Opposite but the Same, #4 Unity and Duaility, #5 Parallel Universes.  Almost every single person can find the relation in the 5 examples that I've given.  Why? Because we experience our world through the same 5 physical senses, which have helped form in our consciousness, a 3-D landscape.
The best examples of how our brains are fashioned can be seen in the technology we have in today's world.  Most of us have used a computer for so long that we have forgotten why Windows was such a technological breakthrough.  Windows was a breakthrough for one simple reason: It was universally easy to understand how to use.  Windows changed the design of the overall operating system of computers.  Windows created the "Desk Top".  This was universally easy for people to understand because it resembled the top of a desk.  You could organize your media on one side, your documents on the other just like you organize the top of your desk with pens and papers and supplies.  It was something that was easily translatable to how we experience our physical world.  What Windows did is it made the 2-D canvas of personal computers into a 3-D landscape to "build" in, rather than "draw" in.
If any of you have used Windows 8 and don't like it, here is why: When you press the power button and sign into a Windows 8 computer, you are taken to a screen that has different applications.  Just like the application manager on an android.  This is confusing and irritating to get used to because they changed the whole foundation of the operating system.  It's like they took the authority away from the the "Desk Top" and gave it to the application manager.  So, it's like they took away the top of the desk and replaced it with a painter's palette with different shades of blues, reds, greens, etc.  Then, on top of changing the foundation, when you figure out how to access the desk top, you notice that the "start" button which has always been in the bottom left hand corner is gone.  In Windows 8, the "start" button is now a little arrow on the bottom RIGHT HAND side of the screen.  In essence, it changed the foundation and moved the ignition to the opposite side of the vehicle.  Windows 8 literally re-routes your brain.
With the advances in technology it is becoming easier to understand what our brains are like, because we are mimicing in technology, what we do in real life with our brains.  Have you ever asked yourself what an "app" is?  Or a "widget"???  An "app" is a shortcut for a program, and a "widget" is a shortcut for an "app".  We keep making shortcuts for shortcuts for shortcuts with computers.  How can we not see that the same is being done with our brains?  I mean, a computer is really just an extension of the brain, right?  We live in a microwave society that is always telling us how to live, what to think, and what to believe.  When you see a news report always keep in mind that the information being given is someone else's interpretation of some information.  News can never really be objective.  News is subjective in nature because it is written by a subject who has their own views and opinions! We all need to become aware of how the 2-dimensional consciousness of our society, has formed the beliefs and morals that are prevailant in our world today, that need to change. Nothing in the world is one dimensional, or even 2 dimensional.  We must always keep this awareness, and strive to see the "whole".  Because we are all but a side on the infinite sides of a sphere....If karma is like Newton's Cradle (Every action has an opposite or equal reaction), then try to imagine trillions and trillions of Newton's Cradles intersecting in the same space and you will see a big staticy sphere.  This is the simplest way to look at life.  Our goal must be to stop the static...

-Ryan Mita


Saturday, July 26, 2014

A profound dream I had right after my epiphany....it will mean something in the future.

        I found myself in some sort of institution where I was preaching my "concepts" to a couple others inside of a cell.  There was an air of urgency in the air, like we were on some kind of a time restraint, as I can remember.  As I was talking, someone came to the door and startled us.  When my attention came to the door, I realized that I was being ushered out into the hallway.  As we started running down the corridor my friends started being attacked by others like us that seemed to be possessed with demons.  Loc was with me and even he started humming X-mas jingles and aroused feelings of selfish desires and my wants.  Like "WHITE, WHITE, WHITE...What do cows drink?" and you think "milk", he was planting seeds in my head, via subliminal messaging just by talking.  Others brought my mind back to reality by reminding me of the things that I have recently found to be important in life: Love, respect, loyalty, unity, and integrity.  I can't remember exactly how, but we somehow overcame the possessed people and they returned to their normal human selves. 
         The next day we were sitting around eating and war storying about the epic battle the day before, and how it all started with one girl who showed to have supernatural abilities as she attacked us earlier in the day before we had arrived at the institution.  When I started reminscing in depth some of the battle, I suddenly sensed that people were getting uneasy, like I was somehow making everyone remember too much, and just like Loc had subliminally planted those evil seeds in my head, I was somehow planting painful memories of uncertainty in their heads.  I was reminding them of a horror they all wanted to forget.  As I realized what was happening, I got the feeling that I was not safe, like I would be killed by one of my friends, cause although they loved me, me digging up old painful memories was too great for them to bear and so they decided to kill me as my prophecy had been fulfilled.  But before I was attacked I spoke and said, "It's not over.  I cannot go yet.  To kill me would be a grave mistake." and by the look on everyone's face, they wanted to believe me, but also didn't want the pain and I honestly didn't know what was going to happen, and then I woke up.

      I think I get deja vu of this happening before...but not supernaturally.

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

A COLLECTION OF SOME OF MY POEMS....PART OF ME WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE THERE IS A WAY I CAN FIND THE PERFECT WORDS TO EXPRESS IN WORDS THEPAIN I'VE FELT...

Untitled 4: Dad
Look at you smiling, perfect in every way,
You always know just what to do, the right thing to say,
Seeing you just reminds me,
Of what I am and what I will never be.

-Ryan Mita (age: 15)

"Goodbye" 4: Nelia
Goodbye my love, I know I must go and do my time,
I must be strong and carry on because I did the crime,
I know you're mad, I know you're hurt, I'm sorry for what I've done,
Remember the smiles, remember the laughs, remember the times of fun,
I'm going away, but rest assured I will be back someday,
Reunited with you, my love again, and this is what I pray,
But for now, I know I must, learn to let you go,
You have so much life to live, so much love to give, this much is what I know,
What we had was real, as pure as gold, what we had was true,
But asking you to do my time with me is something I cannot expect of you,
I've made mistakes, but to lose years, it just seems so unfair,
But I did the crime, I'll do the time, this is my cross to bear,
I'm told that I'll move on, and find someone, and that time heals all wounds,
But I'm afraid to be alone, I fear my life is doomed,
Believe me when I say "I will become a better man",
But you may fall in love again, this much I understand,
And if by chance, in the time I'm gone, you fall for someone new,
At least I'll know, in my heart, that what we had was true,
It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all,
But I hope you still care enough to answer when I call,
I hope that one day you will return back to my side,
But I'm afraid I've lost you forever, I'm afraid you'll run and hide,
I only pray that your love for me does not fade into the past,
And if you're there when I get out, this time I'll make it last,
Tonight I lay my head down, and tonight we are apart,
But I know no matter what happens, I'll always be in your heart,
So goodbye my love, today I must go and do my time,
I just pray that someday your heart will once again be mine.

-Ryan Mita 5/22/08

"Tomorrow"  4: Nelia
Tomorrow is full of uncertainty and sorrow in it's path,
Life alone, without you here must be God's great wrath,
Tomorrow is another day, to realize that I'm alone,
Another day to realize that you might not come home,
Tomorrow I will wonder who's with you when you when you sleep,
It's enough to make me go insane, it's enough to make me weep,
Tomorrow and everyday afterwards I must come to accept,
That you're no longer mine to hold, you're not mine to protect,
Tomorrow I will resent you and hate you for what you've done,
Cause you said you'd marry me, you said you'd bear my son,
Tomorrow I will dream of us and all the times we shared,
And wake up and turn my head to see that you're not there,
Tomorrow you may go out and fall for some new man,
I'm trying so hard to let you go, I'm doing the best I can,
But I'm heartbroken cause I'm afraid your love for me is no more,
I fear You've given up, I fear you've closed that door,
Tomorrow I can only hope to get a letter from your soul,
That says something to heal this pain, something to close this hole,
Tomorrow this wish may never come, I fear that this is true,
Have I really lost you Nelia?  Have I really lost you too,
Tomorrow I will learn to accept the cards that I was dealt,
Cause I know what we had was real, I know what I FELT,
Tomorrow I will wake with a 2nd wind, a chance to build a new,
A chance to love, live, and forgive, like the love I had with you.

-Ryan Mita  5/23/08


"When Your First Love Falls" 4: Nelia
When your first love falls your whole life changes,
You're dropped into a new unfamiliar world all alone,
When your first love falls you question God,
You hate him for taking it all away,
When your first love falls you can't accept that it's through,
You think "We've done this before", but this time it's different and you know it,
When your first love falls you realize all the things you did wrong and regret the past,
You beg and plead to rewind time so you can change the hurt you've caused them, but you can't,
When your first love falls, you just expect it to be different,
You figure that you wouldn't still be in love with the person,
When your first love falls you wonder if they feel what you feel,
Cause maybe if they do there's a way to save what's left,
When your first love falls you blame them for letting you go,
How could forever end so soon?
When your first love falls you see the things you took for granted,
You start to appreciate all those little things that you are going to miss about them,
When your first love falls you wonder who will take your place,
Just picturing them with someone else shatters your already broken heart,
When your first love falls you don't think you can go on,
What's the point of life when you lived only for them?
When your first love falls you reluctantly submit to reality,
They're gone and moving on with their life, and you are no longer in it,
When your first love falls your spirit dies inside of you,
You're in denial but you know what you never thought would happen is happening and your soul just collapses,
When your first love fell did you feel all of this too?
And if so, I ask you "HOW DO I GET THROUGH??!!!"

-Ryan Mita 6/10/08

"My Peace Of Mind" 4: Nelia
I gave you my heart and gave you my soul,
I trusted in you that your love was whole,
I committed my life and committed my mind,
I trusted that you wouldn't leave me behind,
I loved you for you, despite all your flaws,
But I didn't know you could break all love's laws,
I gave you the ring and you said that you would,
And you hurt me in the worst ways that you could,
I dedicated my body to noone but you,
I expected the same but you were untrue,
I believed in your love when no one else did,
Then I was made to look like a kid,
I believed when you told me you loved me too,
But now I wonder how many guys did you screw?
You betrayed my heart and betrayed my trust,
How could you help them find where I was?
I lived for you and you alone,
But now I see that your heart is a stone,
I loved you through all of the lows and all of the highs,
Now my life is ruined because of your lies,
I was blinded by love but now I can see,
You could not be in love and do that to me,
One day you'll see and regret what you've done,
But I won't come back to bear you a son,
I was a fool for loving something like you,
You have no idea of the pain I've been through,
But I know in my heart that someday YOU'LL find,
Someone else who is bred of your kind!

-Ryan Mita 6/23/08



"The Girl I Met The Other Day" 4: Cassie
I met this girl the other day,
A girl who took my breath away,
And through her eyes I saw her soul,
It's beautiful, but is not whole,
And in my mind I tried to find,
A way for her to see her "shine",
To open her eyes to what I saw,
And somehow get her heart to thaw,
She hides behind the masks of a clown,
Anything just to hide that frown,
She hates herself but does not know why,
She's in so much pain it makes me cry,
For if she could only see what I see,
She could finally let go and be free,
We could live a life of happiness and love,
A life that's blessed from God above,
But in my disdain I wake to see,
She must first love herself before she can me,
I have given and given and bared my soul,
But her self hatred has taken its toll
I met this girl the other day,
A girl who took my breath away...forever.

-Ryan Mita 2/14/13

"A Friend"
I'm surrounded by people but I'm still alone,
Everyone else's hearts are like stone,
We all use one another for our own selfish gain,
But noone is there when one is in pain,
Is there such a thing as a friend, a brother, a pal?
Or even one that exists in a gal?
Someone I don't have to count money with,
Someone who's presence is a love and a gift,
I have yet to find a friend like that,
A friend that won't stab me in the back,
But still I will continue to search and explore,
For anyone else who is searching for more...

-Ryan Mita (age: 15)

"A Brother" 4:Kyle
This morning I woke with the strength of a new man,
There's noone else that can do what we can,
I found my brother beyond my blood,
It was not in vain, this trudge through the mud,
You share my spirit and I share your heart,
Never again will you be left in the dark,
And if there be pain just know I'll be there,
Just know in your heart that someone does care,
You were my friend when I was alone,
You believed in me when my heart was a stone,
Believe in yourself and do not be afraid,
And remember life is the choices we made,
Believe in yourself, believe in your heart,
And NEVER AGAIN WILL YOU BE LEFT IN THE DARK,
Because of you I will cease to search and explore,
But welcome anyone who is searching for more...

-Ryan Mita 5/11/14

"Revelations"
My mind it burns up energy as fast as light-speed,
Soaking up all knowledge some would call it greed,
Intrigued by truth and wisdom by learning who people are,
Only to find out that we're all unique stars,
How much I wish to learn every snowflake that you made,
But if it is to be it is my life that I must trade,
The beauty of this art is almost too intense to take,
It sends quivers through my soul just like an earthquake,
To sacrifice everything I am, but somehow still remain myself,
Is the meaning of life and the definition of real wealth.

-Ryan Mita 5/13/14

"The Beautiful Ironies" 4: Deputy Graham
You fill my life at every turn with wonderment and pain,
But it's all perception I see now, as I see sunshine through the rain,
These tears that flowed forever now a desert from the drought,
Now it's only love since I found out what life's about,
So take your best shot cause my spirit won't miss a stride,
But part of me knows the power you hold and wants to run and hide,
I've overcome adversity there was no life as hard as mine,
So I hope the taste of irony ages just like wine,
And for all the good-hearted souls that get hurt along the way,
My heart will weep forever for the sacrifice you made.

-Ryan Mita 5/12/14


"Why Must You Deny Me" 4: My Parents
Since I was a child you guided me with care,
Never discriminating, you always did things fair,
But when I seeked identity and tried to become my own,
You shut me out your hearts and in turn, mine became a stone,
You cared for me through 3rd parties, you thought that they knew best,
They became my parents when you pushed me out the nest,
So I return to institutions cause it's the only thing I know,
Since the age of 12, they're the ones that have made me grow,
How easily we forget how you've ruled with an iron fist,
How easily we forget about the boy you used to kiss,
And now that I've finally found myself and want to love you so,
You've shut me out completely and God's telling me I must go,
These tears fill up my almond eyes and fall slowly down my cheek,
Inside I'm still a little boy, deep down I'm still so weak,
But I sigh with sorrow I know I must carry on,
And I know inside my heart that you'll love me when I'm gone,
And as I travel through this journey we call life,
I'll see your faces in my head and wonder....why must you deny me?

-Ryan Mita 5/15/14




"Why Is Justice Blind?" 4: The Idaho Justice System

Excuse me, but why is the lady Justice blind?
She wears a blindfold to work, I don't think she's of sound mind,
All she does is gossip and spread rumors with her friends,
Somewhere in her past a man must have failed to make amends,
She holds scales but can't see that the balance is off,
When I told her I was innocent all she did was scoff,
Her best friend is lady Liberty, but Liberty needs glasses,
Her interests are no longer for the poor, no longer for the masses,
They say there is no fury like a woman scorn, but these girls take the cake,
Cause liberty's no longer free and the justice system's fake,
Now I'm not saying men are perfect and ladies you know I ain't,
But some of ya'll are bitches cause I damn sure ain't no saint!

Ryan Mita 5/11/14


"Before I Leave This Earth" 4: The Convicts

Please God grant me this wish before I leave this Earth,
That each of my fellow man knows the beauty of their worth,
We're bound by chains and shackles, the weight holds down our souls,
The pain becomes so much to bear that we opt to forget our goals,
We're taught that our hearts must be as calloused as a stone,
That we choose to venture through this life afraid, cold, and alone,
But our hearts are so very fragile that they wear transparent skin,
That is bound to blow away with just the whisper of a wind,
But they can learn to fly again, these birds with broken wings,
They deserve tranquility, they deserve the throne of kings,
So please God grant me this wish before I leave this Earth,
That each of my fellow man knows the beauty of their worth...

Ryan Mita 5/11/14

"Soul Mates" 4:My Soulmate

I know your heart beats out there, under the stars above,
A reflection of my soul, a reflection of true love,
These opposing energies, your heart and mine,
When combined together, produces the most brilliant shine,
This Yin and Yang between our souls is unique in its design,
And will only fit together with the other of its kind,
To know that you exist out there somewhere under the blanket of our sky,
Has my heart frustrated and my mind asking God "Why?"
When I'm separated from my other half, then how can I be whole?
How can I accomplish this great task, without the other half to my soul,
Will I know you when I see you? Would your heart notice mine?
Could our love blossom like a lotus flower before the ending of my time?
All these questions remain unknown, but I choose to believe, 
But I must ask these questions before the belief can be conceived.

Ryan Mita 9/24/14


"Take Me Away"

Please take me away from this life full of pain,
Cause living shouldn't just be existing in shame,
Birthed in a fire and forged out of steel,
Ironic, my downfall is how deeply I feel,
Cold as ice, yet soft as snow,
A battered heart that noone knows,
What I yearn for is what I seek,
And what I search for is what I keep,
Please take me away, deliver me from this place,
Because I can't bear to see the pain on their face,
Please take me away to a place to call home,
To a place where I'll never again be alone,
Take me away...

Ryan Mita 8/29/15


"Untitled"  4: My Creator

I know my purpose now, but still, I am confused,
You must have a sick sense of humor because I know you are amused,
The beauty in this suffering, how it takes my breath away,
I only wish to remain here with you forever and a day,
Outcasted by society because I didn't fit the mold,
Betrayed by those that loved me, because I chose a different road,
Am I good? Am I evil? I am both. I am me,
The moment I embraced this, is when I truly broke free,
Amidst all of the sorrow this young life has known,
I know now, that I was never alone,
The memory of your presence ever since that fateful day,
A love and understanding, that words somehow fail to say,
It can't be known by the mind, mearly glimpsed but not seen,
An intuitive connection, rather, an internal "knowing",
This unity of opposites, the very canvas of our life,
How can one know peace in the absence of great strife?
They say read between the lines to constrict you to their space,
So, I think outside the box for ways to innovate this race,
There is peace within the chaos, like the eye inside a storm,
every single soul has a purpose, even before the day we're born!

-Ryan Mita 9/10/15



"Dyslexic Love" (E-V-O-L)    4: Megan

From the moment I let you know me, I knew there was pain not far ahead,
But I tried to convince myself that it wouldn't hurt, as long as I wasn't misled,
See my heart yearns for experience, while my mind seeks only peace,
And I took a leap of faith on a love I knew to have a lease,
It was foolish to think I could feel this way and not get cut too deep,
You showed through actions how you felt, cause you knew that talk is cheap,
When you peered into my soul you were blinded by the light,
But also glimpsed that a devil resides in a heart as black as night,
Only God knows why you loved me, I am such a damaged soul,
But you saw past my transgressions and loved me for my whole,
Your company was my garden, and your love, the soil where I could grow,
Such a shame that I didn't know how much I loved you, until I let you go,
Things happen the way they're supposed to, and always the way we need,
And if intentions manifests our destiny it's all in which wolf you feed,
Now we're standing here at the fork in the road, 2 souls that merged as one,
And it just seems like such a sin to end this love before it has even begun...


-Ryan Mita 3/11/16

"The Greatest Gift I Have Ever Known"

Tell me your greatest fear, so I may come to know the texture of your soul,
Only through your vulnerability can I appreciate its glow,
It's as if we had known each other through many lifetimes long ago,
A recognition of a sudden recollection of the soul, 
A union that so effortlessly transcended space and time,
With one who possessed a bright and iridescent shine, 
I only wish that I hadn't been so selfish with our time, 
Cause I only saw your surface, not the story that lay behind, 
Now I am haunted by this romance with a memory of a feeling,
As if my heart has trapped my mind, confined just like a ceiling,
But it's my mind that needs to learn to heal, for my heart has never failed,
And I just know when I reach my end that it's your heart that I held,
So you may be absent from my life, but somehow I never feel alone,
This quiet strength born of weakness, the greatest gift I've ever known...

-Ryan Mita
  10/24/16